I want to go on a date. Or date somebody.

This is getting lonely. 

I would live forever if I could.. 

  but not like this.

Sometimes I wish I could just go by “Princess”. 

LOL 

I can’t have a serious conversation with people anymore because I can’t allow myself to be weak around people. Before, I used to not give a fck and tell people my life story and everything. Now ? Now, I just keep it shut. I’m not seeking attention, therefore I’m keeping things all to myself. So when someone brings up a point or something, suggesting that I’m sad or I’ve had it rough.. I try to play it off. & crack a joke about it, because I’m not comfortable with anyone knowing my struggles anymore.. because bitches find out and use that shit against me like it’s some kind of weapon.

Truth be told, I don’t go out much because I feel ugly. I just don’t want to be seen. I don’t want to be a part of society or around people. One of the main reasons why I don’t go out.

I want to have twins.

I think  it’s so cute when people send other people flowers to their work. 
     I’m always so jealous. ):

Co worker got me wishing I had a boothang who’d send me flowers T_T 

All I wanted was to know how to grow with less pain. - & my mind kept repeating the phrase, ” If you want the flower to bloom, you gotta give it a little taste of rain. “

I don’t know why, but up until I was 17. I never went to the restroom after midnight. Even if I had to pee, I would hold it. I was always afraid.. because I watched this asian movie when I was really little .. and a ghost came out of the toilet . T_T

So ever since then, I never went to the bathroom after midnight. No matter how bad I needed to pee. I was always scared. /:

I want a black or a white boyfriend. 

No racism intended. 

LOL

I just think they’re quite sexy.

Once you reject a guy, you’ll see that everything you do next; will be watched under a microscope, and you’ll get many little bitter comments from them. & You wanna know what that is ? 

 Cause they still haven’t grown up and gotten over it. 

Just realize, somethings don’t work out .. and not everything will ever go in your favor.

I know I’m whatever number on your scale and PLUS ONE, because I haven’t slept around unlike …. ____________ LOL

:D

:D

:D

 most girls now a days ! 

hehhehehehe ! 

I like the thought of getting married one day, and being happily married. & Having little minis running around, and a wonderful man to call my husband to fall to. Oh & that pretty little ring that signifies it all.        

What a wonderful, hopeful, thought that is.

I want that all american type family shit they have on tv’s. 

When people think I have the giggles, when I don’t… I just naturally laugh a lot.. at nothing. OR MAYBE ITS YO FACE LOL

jkeeding.

See.. I do this in person, but I keep it in my head.. so that’s why I’m giggling constantly.
So don’t think I’m flirting or liking you just cause I giggle at every word you say.

I hate when guys get it twisted. LOL