All I wanted was to know how to grow with less pain. - & my mind kept repeating the phrase, ” If you want the flower to bloom, you gotta give it a little taste of rain. “

I don’t know why, but up until I was 17. I never went to the restroom after midnight. Even if I had to pee, I would hold it. I was always afraid.. because I watched this asian movie when I was really little .. and a ghost came out of the toilet . T_T

So ever since then, I never went to the bathroom after midnight. No matter how bad I needed to pee. I was always scared. /:

I want a black or a white boyfriend. 

No racism intended. 

LOL

I just think they’re quite sexy.

Once you reject a guy, you’ll see that everything you do next; will be watched under a microscope, and you’ll get many little bitter comments from them. & You wanna know what that is ? 

 Cause they still haven’t grown up and gotten over it. 

Just realize, somethings don’t work out .. and not everything will ever go in your favor.

I know I’m whatever number on your scale and PLUS ONE, because I haven’t slept around unlike …. ____________ LOL

:D

:D

:D

 most girls now a days ! 

hehhehehehe ! 

I like the thought of getting married one day, and being happily married. & Having little minis running around, and a wonderful man to call my husband to fall to. Oh & that pretty little ring that signifies it all.        

What a wonderful, hopeful, thought that is.

I want that all american type family shit they have on tv’s. 

When people think I have the giggles, when I don’t… I just naturally laugh a lot.. at nothing. OR MAYBE ITS YO FACE LOL

jkeeding.

See.. I do this in person, but I keep it in my head.. so that’s why I’m giggling constantly.
So don’t think I’m flirting or liking you just cause I giggle at every word you say.

I hate when guys get it twisted. LOL 

Buy me lingerie and I’ll wear it for you. 

Honestly, I’d love it if being naked was normal to people. Walking around every where naked, comfortably.. and not being looked at like your some nutzo. I mean, we were born that way.. why do we have to throw clothes on for ? What made the idea that being covered up was the right thing to do ? It’s like asking why is the color blue, called “blue” ?  Who was the guy that named it, or invented it ? & How did he figure names for all the other colors ?   I don’t know, I just think being freely naked doing as you please.. would be so great. We wouldn’t have to spend so much on clothes, and it just down right feels good.  

I’m suppose to hate you for all that you’ve done & put me through, but I don’t.. and I can’t. 

I hate the size of my head, I’ve always felt like it’s too big for my body.

I don’t understand why everyone thinks it’s okay to text me when they’re drunk. 

Like.. what the hell.

Is that the only time I’m not boring to text ?

-.-

Sometimes when I see really attractive guys, I undress them in my mind.

Then I have my way with them.  
  In the kinkiest places ever.
 

It’s no secret that these secrets are boring as shit.

LOL

I love a guy with style, but not so much to the point where he looks like he’s gay without really being gay. Now unless he’s gay, that’s totally fine. Like I love gay people too. 
It’s just,  y’know.. don’t over do it.
 A lot of straight guys over do it, and make me question their sexuality sometimes.. LOL