I’m starting to resent people who need something from me. I think I’m growing a fear for people in general. You can call me selfish, self absorbed, whatever you want to. It’s gotten to the point where I just don’t even care anymore. I’m afraid to get close to people, in fear that they’ll end up needing from me more than I could ever give to them. & I hate that feeling of being unable to help someone. It’s difficult. I think that’s why I don’t want to date guys that are my age, or before the age of 23.. cause of the fact that I think they need way too much. I want someone that already has everything they want and need, and I’m just the extra added bonus. Does this make any sense at all ?

I just had a terrible dream, and I’m just trying to I don’t know really.