I’m not perfect.. therefore a relationship with me, won’t be perfect either. I can’t promise you every moment with you will be like a scene in a romantic movie, but I can tell you every moment with you will be a special memory, that I’ll keep replaying in my head.. because we’ve created our own love story. I don’t want to be like other couples, the one that’s lovey dovey all the time.. nor do I want to be the one that gets mad over little things and break to make up every other day. I want to be the one that’s comfortable with each other. The one’s that know how to take a joke. I hope you don’t mind my lame jokes, foolin around, & messing with each other. I hope you still find them funny. I hope you don’t mind that I’m probably going to have to be on my tippy toes to kiss you. & When I’m on my lazy days, I like to stay in & watch movies.  I hope you won’t mind me eating a lot, because I do. I hope you don’t mind, I don’t like real flowers.. or that I’m constantly trying to be independent. I’m not like other girls who will like something, because you like it.. or who’ll agree with you because they don’t have a thought for themselves. I’m the type of person that likes to debate with you, arguing.. but in a teasing way. I hope you know, I’m glad you can put me in my place when I’m wrong, even though I’ll probably be mad.. but only because I know that you’re right. I’m one of those odd girls, that would rather build a fort with blankets & pillows in her backyard and watch movies there. I hope you don’t mind, even though I’m a sweet girl.. I’m a little rough around the edges.  I hope you don’t mind all my flaws.. I’m an easy going girl, & a busy one too. I work to pay for my own things, & I want to be able to treat you out for a change. So I won’t be able to spend every minute of every day with you.. as much as I’d like too. Just know that I want to. I hope you won’t mind that I’m such a camera whore, and I’m going to make you take pictures with me regardless what a mess we look like. I hope you understand that, I’m always laughing.. cos’ I find humor in a lot of things. I hope you don’t mind me, whoopin` your ass at COD, HALO, POKER, HORSE,  or any other game. I’m pretty good at those..  I hope you try to understand, that I will treat your family as if they were my own.. I’ll love your mother as if she was mine.. because truth is; I’ve never had one. I want to be able to hang out with you and your friends, and I’d like you to try the same with mine. Otherwise, I’m not sure.. we’d work out. You’d have to trust that even though I have a lot of guy friends, they are all like brothers to me. You have to give me the space I need, just like I’d give you yours. I won’t text you 24/7 a day, unless I’m that bored.. but I would leave you a cute text at least once every hour on.. a busy day. I want to be able to lay with you in bed, and just talk all night. & There’s no pressure to have sex.. even though we both know the attraction towards one another is almost inevitable. Don’t get me wrong, please don’t expect it to be perfect.. as if we won’t ever fight. We’ll fight. We’ll fight every day, for each other. We’ll push each other to be our best. Help one another when we’re weak. Even when we do have a disagreement, at the end of the day.. The happy moments with you seems to make any little fight we had seem petty.  Valentine’s day won’t be that special anymore, because every day with you is just as special as the next… & if not.. than MORE.  You are where I want to be. You’ll give me strength when I have none at all, when I’m feeling weak. 
Damn you, Winter. You made me feel lonely.  You can study how to love, but you can’t force yourself to love somebody that you really can’t.  Because at the end of the day, all i want is you.  

 
love like this.  Yeah , that’s what I want.