June 2010
When I was in 8th grade.. I got my first giraffe,...
It’s one of those things, where I have to make myself happy..
May 2010
It used to be I would hide inside a tv, but lately...
Every night I’m just a victim of the silence, Nothing better but to hell without you’re love is violent.
My dream.. last night. DREAMLOG#2
Some of you should know, I’m homeschooled. So I had a dream about going to school again. Please, I’m not racist, but people at my school, the african decent, have crazy mean attitudes.. and yeah. I’m very intimidated by it. It’s scary ): I’m such a petite girl too.. okay let m explain to you my dream. First, it started off in a class room… usually my dreams...
A Good night's sleep made me think clearly .
We keep dancing around, & we just don’t know. I’m tired, honestly I am. Yesterday felt like the last straw. Now I’m having second thoughts about us. I never had it like this. I don’t want to make a mistake, but it gets me wondering, why am I so careful about what I do. You’re not ? Doesn’t that mean I care more than you do. Why am I going to put myself...
My heart's slowly breaking, worst part is.. I'm...
I was pretty fucking sad today. I really don’t know what I’m doing wrong. It’s like I’m pushing everyone away from me. I don’t know how, I’m doing it, but I am. It’s like, there’s something wrong with me. I usually never cry, but lately, All I’ve beeen trying to do is NOT cry. So many things, have been going on. Oh, how I wish I could tell you,...
Heartbreakers.
He used to put me up one day Show me what to look for Wanted his eyes So I wouldn’t get took for, Everything I had by a fella that Knew the right things to say And I was a real good student knew it. So when fella was trying to get at me, they couldn’t do it I thought he was looking out for me Never ever thought he’d turn out to be…
He used to tell me. Watch our for heartbreakers All they...
what makes a woman beautiful?
iluvskinnybitches:
the following words were spoken by audrey hepburn when she was asked what made a woman beautiful…
1. for beautiful lips, speaks words of kindness 2. for lovely eyes, seek out the good in people 3. for a slim figure, share your food with the hungry 4. for beautiful hair, let a child run their hands through it 5. for poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone.
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I believe, that anyone could be cute/pretty.
Like, with the right change of clothes, makeup, style, hair cut. Anyone could be cute, I mean… I know so many people that used to be, ewe I would never like him.. or her.. me being one of those ewe people.. But those ewe people turn out to be somebody cute/pretty when they upgraded themseleves.. maybe its’ just me feeling this way.
LOL
I don't feel important, needed, wanted, or loved.
I feel used, overlooked, misunderstood, confused, lost.
i hold onto my pillow, like it's you.
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Hershey factories make millions of kisses a day,...
The down sides of being very:
zaanders:
Cute: No one takes you seriously.
Hot: Everyone juss wants to fuck you.
Attractive: People will like you based on your looks.
Sweet: You have the highest potential to be put in the “friend” category.
Funny: Everyone expects you to make them laugh. Nothing more.
touche`
I like how I wasn't the cool girl in elementary...
& how all of these old school kids are friend requesting me on facebook & myspace. Tryna’ send me messages now, sayin’ all, “Omg, Leslie is that you ? Remember me? ___NAME___ You’re so pretty now ! ” wow, kthnx. LOL (: I know, whatchu got on me now, huh? Justkeeding. No seriously, so many random adds lately, & it’s like.. common’...
A couple random things that crossed my mind...
ONE. Who the fuck invented placements for batteries in things? Becos, Why do they flip back & forth ? Why can’t they all go one direction ? !?! I can’t see in the dark when I’m trying to put it in .
TWO. I told myself, if I ever dated people I will find out if they are going to kill me after wards when we break up or not.. what if they are those types of...
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I hate that when I'm walking somewhere, people...
It’s like is there something on my face ? ):
I believe in giving people chances, becos people...
it just comes down to if they are genuinely willing too, or not.. but you still have to give them that chance.. at least that’s how I am..
If they screw me over, fine. I’ll grow from it.
I don't know what to say.
A part of me wants to leave you alone. A part of me wants for you to come home. A part of me says I’m living a lie. (And I’m better off without you.) A part of me says to think it through. A part of me says I’m over you. A part of me wants to say goodbye. A part of me is asking why… A part of me wants to leave. But a part of me wants to be here with you. And everytime I...
97 followers, nicely done. (: You must be hella...
1. What are your initials? L.S.T. 2. What is your favorite thing to wear? lacey bras. 3. Last thing you ate? Banana split made by, me. 4. One place you will NEVER eat at? … Big Boy. 5. I say Shotgun, you say: Fuckme. 6. Last person you hugged? I don’t remember, haha. 7. Does anyone you know wanna date you? yeahh. kekekeke. 8. Would you date anyone you met online? LOL not, if we...
I wish you could change up the game, I'm sick of...
I have that habit, of assuming what you're trying...
Like, you know how you have certain memories with certain people.. like say, my best friend jess, i tell her EVERYTHING.. LITTERALY to the point of TMI. . so she tells me when she takes a shit.. so when she asks me something like, GUESS WHAT IM DOING ? I’ll automatically assume that she’s taking a shit..
Say it’s like my horndog. LOL When he asks if I’ve seen or...
When Bella my dog.. is doing somethin' stupid..
I look at her, than she looks up at me, and we just “dawg” at each other for like 10 seconds, and then she barks at me… & for some reason I always think she’s sayinrg “WHY THE FUCK YOU LOOKING AT ME FOR?”
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I like how, when I'm single, everyone avoids me...
Did you catch the sarcasm in that ? -____- that’s lame.
LOL It’s like you guys are testing me ! ); Seeing, If I can be faithful to one person. Don’t get me wrong, I know those who are trying to tempt me. No matter what though, I’m not really (provoked) tempted. I’m happy<3 hehehhee so suckk on that beetch !
Which leads me to, just cos I...
So like, you should know by now.. my parents are...
Recently, I have came to suspicion that they might be having sex again. FUCKING MOTHER FUCKING SHIT. SO FUCKING GROSSED THE FUCK OUT. NOT ENOUGH FUCK’S IN THIS SENTENCE CAN EXPLAIN HOW FUCKING GROSS IT IS TO EVEN FATHOM THE THOUGHT OF THEM FUCKING AGAIN… WTFUCKING. FUCK. Thanks, for letting me gross you out.. & if it didn’t gross you out
Yay, us ! We don’t get...
I don't wanna listen to your words, I want to see...
(:
Today was fun, lazy day. Hung out with bestfriend. Talked, ate. hehehe, couple days have been so not busy with anything uber crazy, but I still loved it. <3
Maybe, I’m seeing things differently lately. Or maybe, things have just changed.. anywho,
tomorrow, taking my 2po & 2gong too Universal Studios, wish someone would go with me though :/ Oh well, gotta show em L.A. (;...
"We Need To Talk"... , are you breaking up with me...
.. then what ?!
Talk to you when I see you later..
Okay then.. * Later *
Hey..
Hi.
What did you need to talk about ?
It’s not you, it’s me..
WTFUCK, i thought you said we aren’t breaking up.. We aren’t I just wanted a break.
iihsjefiknadofklaefjl stfu. -__-
Sometimes, I sit up in bed on my laptop.. then I...
NTS: DO NOT DELETE TEXTS FROM YOUR PHONE WHILE...
YOU”LL WISH YOU REMEMBER WHAT YOU TEXTED OR RECIEVED THE NEXT MORNING -_-