The night’s over
You’re fading
It always ends the same
My heads on your shoulder
As we pull away
So many good times you and I
It makes it so hard to say good-bye
‘Cause it always feels like Sunday
When you drive me home
Maybe, we’ll be fine by Monday
But tonight I’m alone
Baby, when I can’t be with you
I still want you close
‘Cause it always feels like Sunday
When you go
Mmmm
Your scent on my t-shirt
It never seems to fade
An empty seat now
Next to me but
Memories fill the space
Every moment you’re not here
Reminds me how much I need you
‘Cause it always feels like Sunday
When you drive me home
Maybe, we’ll be fine by Monday
But tonight I’m alone
Baby, when I can’t be with you
I still want you close
‘Cause it always feels like Sunday
When you go
‘Cause it always feels like Sunday
When you drive me home
Maybe, we’ll be fine by Monday
But tonight I’m alone
Baby, when I can’t be with you
I still want you close
‘Cause it always feels like Sunday
February 2010
Here we go, with the rainy weather.
rollin’ in are thunder storms.
Even though, I’m wishin’ things would get better,
deep down inside, I know that they won’t.
(chrous)
Just becos I want it, doesn’t mean i’ll get it my way.
Just becos I need you, doesn’t mean you’ll want to stay.
Just becos I thought I almost loved you, doesn’t mean that you feel the same.
& I don’t know why I keep tryna pull it together,
when the world & gravity is tearin’ us apart.
& I feel like I’m the only one putting in effort,
So please just let me know, what you want.
(cos when you procrastinate your words, just know that it’s slowly breaking my heart. )
(Verse)
When i say a little, you say I talk too much.
When I say, “I’m a bit worried”. You said, “I’ve had enough”.
Called me, “Foolish” & “Dumb” ..
then you go & call me you’re “love”.
Ya Tell me, to be discreet,
but you’re the one who’s being indecisive.
Tell me, to believe,
all the things you keep denying’.
but how can I do that, If I can’t tell the truth between a lie (and)
because, what I thought was almost love, really left me blind… (so)
I thought about writing you a love letter,
but instead I ended up writing you this song.
(chrous) x 2
Just becos I want it, doesn’t mean i’ll get it my way.
Just becos I need you, doesn’t mean you’ll want to stay.
Just becos I thought I almost loved you, doesn’t mean that you feel the same.
& I don’t know why I keep tryna pull it together,
when the world & gravity is tearin’ us apart.
& I feel like I’m the only one putting in effort,
So please just let me know, what you want.
(Verse) I wanna say I’m leavin’, from all the games you play,
with my heart and toying with my mind.
But that word’s so hard for me to say,
Cos I’m not ready to tell you “good bye”.
So I keep tryin’ my best to make it work,
& All I wanna do is just give up.
I don’t want to be the last one hurt,
So I should do what I must.
I’m thinking too much, caring too much. It makes me feel useless. I’ve never been at this emotional state of mind. I don’t like it either.. I don’t know what to say I’m going to take a nap..
Please reassure me that, the feelings are real.
& it’s not just made up in my mind..
Please, tell me that I’m your only girl,
& that you’re all mine.
Please tell me that, your willing to stay,
even when she wants you back.
Please tell me that, you won’t turn away,
Even if she says she “needs you real bad”.
Cos’ its tearing me inside..
knowing that she’s the one who made you cry..
& you still seem to keep in touch.
I don’t mean to be the boss in your life,
but I just can’t tell when your words are lies,
& that makes it hard for me to trust.
So uhm… not to disturb you right now, but I’ve been out of the shower for like thirty minutes just laying on my bed.. I’m too lazy to get dressed. LOL what to do today? ): what to do tomorrow? Nothing, really to talk about right now.. besides the part where I made a promise to myself.. if he makes one more mistake.. I don’t want to play anymore. I’m movin’ on. Actually, we’re not together.. so I’m still open to other options. Man, I wish someone at my school would be interesting ): It’d be a lot easier.. .
rawr.
byee.
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I’m starting to feel like it ain’t alright. I feel like I’m the one putting in all the effort, whether he thinks he puts in the effort too, it’s not equal. I feel like I should expect much more, and if he doesn’t do better then why am I wasting time? I feel like, I’m letting myself take what’s given, but what If I’m missing out ? I feel like, I’m not as happy as I could be. I feel like, i should move on.
Why do I say I not like you as much, but I care ?
Why do I want more then your willing to give ?
Why do I not deserve better ?
Why do I keeping letting things slide ?
Why am I letting you do this to me ?
Someone, please tell me.
